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The Great Remembering


My, my, how the time flies. It’s hard to believe it’s been so long since my last post. A lot has been happening, not only to me personally, but obviously on the world stage as well. So much so that I feel I have somehow lost my way amidst all the distractions. They call it the Great Awakening because we have all been asleep for so long. Once the blinders come off, they can never be put back on. Pursuing rabbit hole after rabbit hole will change a person. Typically for the better, but I feel in my own personal journey that I have somehow lost my way in the process.


When you learn of the horrors of organized religion, it leaves quite a bitter taste in your mouth. I am not saying that everyone that goes to church is involved in said horrors. Of course not. I’d say that people for the most part are good-hearted and well-intentioned. It’s what goes on behind the scenes in the upper echelons that has turned me away. I am not only referring to the unfathomably evil things involving children, but also the simple fact that if you are going to get involved in any church, they will expect you to adhere to their doctrine. I have come to learn that far too much of what we have been taught has been altered and much has been kept from us, so I could never “stick to one lane” so to speak.


However, I will say that backing away from organized religion has left me feeling a little bit distanced
from God. I sat in meditation today asking for guidance in why I feel this way. I consider myself a godly person, so where is the disconnect coming from? Then the answer came back crystal clear. It’s been my own doing. I have been spending so much time wrapped up in the “Great Awakening” that I had let my relationship with God fall to the wayside. It’s ok to dig for truth and information, and we should be concerned about what we see going on in the world. However, there must be a balance. We must also take time to remain connected to our spiritual side. I have really missed writing, and that is a huge part of what helps me do that. I thought to myself, then get back to it!


I am on a renewed mission to develop my spiritual self. I started this blog back in 2015 because it felt like God was calling me to do so. I felt it was part of my mission. Letting it fall to the wayside feels like I have let my calling fall to the wayside. I let myself get caught up in other creative endeavors that at the time
felt right, and definitely still serve a purpose, but now I feel compelled to remember why I started doing THIS in the first place. I feel called to reignite this blog as a way to help reignite the fire in my soul and strengthen my connection to Source. I liken it to a spiritual “Dear Diary” of sorts. It’s a way to check in
and hold myself accountable.


Going into 2024, I felt that it was going to be a year of transformation for me, and keeping up with this blog is going to be a part of it. I want to ramp up what has been lying stagnant for far too long. I feel God calling me back to my original mission. I’m not exactly sure what that entails just yet, but I am excited to find out. There are things I am working on behind the scenes and I look forward to putting into practice. It’s time to graduate from the Great Awakening. This is the time of the Great Remembering, and I look forward to sharing it with whomever is meant to share in it with me. Watch this space. The best is yet to come!

The Power of One

So often we feel like we are only one person. We feel we could never make a big difference in this world. We feel we have to accept things as they are just because that’s the way it’s always been. My friends, I am here to tell you that is the biggest lie ever told in all of history.

It’s time to stop believing it. Continue reading

Asleep at the Wheel

Did you ever start driving somewhere only to get to your destination and have no recollection of how you got there? Somewhere along the way your brain switched to autopilot while the rest of you just went through the motions. This happens to me from time to time and I’m always a little uneasy when I realize it’s happened. How could I have just driven all that way without even thinking about it? What did I miss along the way? It’s kind of scary really.

Did you realize that you can live your life the same way? At some point along the way your life can become such a routine that you wake up each morning and just start going through the motions. Day after day goes by, one blending into the next until one day you suddenly realize that YEARS have gone by. What have I been doing all that time? What have I missed? How did this even happen? Continue reading

Imagine…

Here we are again to mourn yet another tragic shooting incident; left to wonder why and asking ourselves how this could have been prevented. This is happening far too often. We should never have to fear sending our children off to school each day, wondering if they will return home safely! We know something needs to change. But what? How? Continue reading

The Super Bowl Of Life

It’s that time of the year again!! That’s right, Super Bowl Sunday is quickly approaching! As a Philadelphia Eagles fan, this one is super special! It’s the first time in 13 years that we have gotten into the Super Bowl. As an avid Eagles fan, this is the most amazing feeling ever!! We have been the underdogs this whole time, yet here we are. And as I lay in my bed last night struggling to sleep, this made me think about how the Super Bowl is much like life. Seriously, you ask?? Yes!! Let me explain… Continue reading

Keeping It Real

Let’s just take a minute to get real. With each other and with ourselves…

This is something that’s been on my mind the last couple of weeks and just would not let me be until I wrote this post. It’s regarding the process of evaluating our hearts, minds and thoughts. I think the start of the New Year is what triggered it. I was thinking about the year ahead and the things I want to accomplish. I was evaluating my life, but then the Spirit spoke to me and asked me what I was doing to evaluate my heart.

I think it’s something that is healthy for us to do, to actually stop and take a good hard look into our thought processes and to be more intentional about what we think and how we act. Do you let just any old thought pop in there and run amok? (Amok, amok, amok!!) Unless you are evaluating your thoughts and sorting out the good ones from the bad, that’s what will happen. As a result darkness, chaos and disorder can start to set in. Continue reading

New Year’s Revolution

New Year’s Day is one of my favorite days of the year, and not just because you get to lounge around in your PJ’s, eating snacks and watching The Twilight Zone marathon all day. No, no, there is far more to this day than that! It’s a day where we get to reflect on the years gone by, and think about what we want to accomplish in the future.

Can you do this any day of the year? Of course. But there’s just something about the beginning of a new year that makes all things seem possible. Like all of our dreams are finally going to come true. Continue reading

Keep Your Eyes on the Prize

So often in our lives, things don’t go as planned. We set goals for ourselves, come up with a plan of attack, and then think things are going to fall right into place. Just like that.

But that’s not how life usually works, is it?

Sometimes no progress is made and we get stuck in a rut. We begin to question our plan. Our goal. Surely if it was meant to be, it would happen just like we expect, right?

Wrong. Continue reading

Perfectly Imperfect

Today is one of those days where I am really feeling my flaws. As much as we hate to admit it sometimes, we all have them. If you think you don’t, you are just fooling yourself. But what I have learned over time is that it is perfectly normal. Nobody is perfect, except for Jesus that is.

I oftentimes find myself trying to act like I never make mistakes. I am a perfectionist by nature, I admit that. Though that has dulled over the years as well. I have finally come to terms with and accepted the fact that neither I, nor anyone else on this earth, will ever be perfect. Even so, I still find myself trying to be all things to all people. Continue reading